extract from chapter 9

1775: Steventon

“You would think it would get easier by now,” sighed Mrs Austen in early December. “But this waiting is unforgiving. I've so much to attend to, yet all I can do is sit here and wait!”

It was an especially bitter end to the year and the garden weathervane creaked incessantly in the wind, night after night.

“You promised me November, my love,” teased Mr Austen, turning his anxiety into a joke. “Do you think we have gotten such bad reckoners in our old age?”

“I think we must have done,” agreed Mrs Austen, rubbing her belly with her hand. “Maybe this little one is too comfortable and won't make an appearance 'til the weather warms up.”

Photo: Stokesay Castle, Shropshire

There were tears of relief from both parents when they finally held their new mewling bundle on the 16th day of December.

“She looks like Henry,” said Mr Austen, gazing into his new daughter’s eyes. “A plaything for Cassy; she can be her little doll,” he quipped.

“How she will love her!” agreed his wife.

Whilst the maids tended to the cleaning of the baby and the changing of the bed, Mr Austen used the time to write to Susannah and inform her of his latest arrival. He dutifully asked if there was any news from Jamaica and passed on a message about a ploughing match to his half-brother.

He was used to writing family announcements by now, and the birth of another daughter no longer commanded the cost of a letter all to itself. He sealed the paper with wax and handed it to his servant to take to the post. Then, as was his custom with all his children, he collected the bottle of holy water which he kept locked away in his study, and returned upstairs to his wife.

Photo: Rev. Austen's Bookcase, Jane Austen's House, Chawton.

Author's own photo.

Jemmy, Neddy, Henry and Cassandra were ushered silently into the bedroom where they watched their little sister being baptised. Jemmy held the special candle while his father swaddled the new baby in a fresh blanket. Holding her delicately in his arms, he spoke the familiar words by heart, sprinkling holy water onto her forehead as he did so.

“Jane Austen, I baptise thee In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen.”

“Amen,” repeated the dutiful bedroom congregation and Mr Austen made the sign of the cross on little Jane’s forehead.

Her brothers and sister gazed curiously at their new pink sibling before leaving the room and then baby Jane was put to her mother’s breast to feed.

The days and weeks that followed brought the worst winter storms for years. The whole family was trapped indoors by dangerous snowdrifts and the rectory was colder and draughtier than ever, even with blankets covering all the windows and fires lit in every grate. All the homes in the village were the same, with thick plumes of black smoke wafting up from every chimney in the neighbourhood. Outside, the biting air caused ponds to freeze and milk in the dairy to turn to ice. In the attics of the rectory, the water in the wash basins froze every morning and Mr Austen had to go out several times each day to break the ice in the animals’ water troughs with a pickaxe. It seemed to take forever for the ice to finally thaw and the roads to clear.

Author's own photo

Photo: St Nicholas' Church, Steventon

When the days eventually turned warmer, baby Jane (who had spent every day up to now tucked up warmly beside her parents’ big wooden bed) was taken on her first proper outing to St Nicholas’ Church. The cosseting and snuggling she had gotten happily used to was a stark contrast to the alarmingly cold hands she felt now, dipping her head in the chilly water of the font for her formal christening.

If that was not enough to make her cry, the following week brought even more distress and confusion to her little brain - she was sent to live with the Littleworths at Cheesedown Farm!

 

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